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AH life is weird lately. sometimes its really REALLY good and then other days i wanna go back to new york. i mean i love my life and God and my family& friends, but theres a huge part of me thats still there. and sometimes i want to be there so bad that hurts. this sounds really stupid, but i dont know im just really upset right now and i havent cried in a long time and i am right now and i just wish that life was a little easier. i dont care if floral park is a bad neighborhood, its where i grew up and its where i belong. i dont belong here, i just dont. sometimes i just wish everything was a little easier thats all. Nobody understands, and i know i have people who will listen to me, but theyll never understand. thats all i ever knew, and now its slipped away..