Dec 20, 2006 01:54
i think it's selfish.
watch as the airliners pass one by one
unsurely through the clouds.
i'm the unsure one, the uncomfortable one.
as much as i blend in i am a sore thumb.
sore from my mind.
it's gone over the edge.
IT CANNOT BE SCHOOL. IT IS MY OWN DOING.
I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I. It is what I do.
I did this to myself.
I NEED TO GET OVER MYSELF AND GIVE YOU A CHANCE.
i think i am always right. write?
i've turned into a strict mommy dearest.
relax.
breathe.
WE ARE ABSOLUTELY FUCKING FINE.
i yell at you, you yell at me,
i think i am getting through to you,
i need you to get through to me.
teach me to listen, please.
i'm being selfish again.