now we can swim any day in november.

[___broadcast]

"technically" it's the last day of school tomorrow. i think it's kind of stupid that they're making us go back just for report cards. grah, the joy of waking up at eight on a weekday when school's practically over. i'm going to sound selfish here, but i'm going to devote this summer to myself. me. i've listened to people complain, talk about their problems & they've asked about mine, but honestly, i didn't know what to say. there was no point in it because it's not like they could have helped anyway. (i mean, i'll still listen to people, though..) i'll do a few more nice things and then i'll commit to making myself happy. so what, i know i'm too "emotional" & lately people just don't know how to accept that fact. but it's fine because i don't care anymore. why should i let people take advantage of me when i don't even deserve it? i've done so much for people and obviously they don't see it right in their eyes..but you know what's funny? overall, this school year was good. better than what i've had in junior high. i've had a lot of laughs & that feeling of giddiness w. crushes. but then there were the breakdowns that most people didn't understand. i'm gonna be a sophomore next year, haha; and one year older (stupid sixteen), but it makes no difference.

i finally saw fight club today.