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[___brightest]

i can speak when i want to
and pour my voice 'til it burns
through the core of my own throat
i'll speak until the demand's gone

you should be downstairs with them
you're wasting your time again

listen, i'm fine now
i don't want to talk right now
thank you for your concern

personal anecdote: how horribly, horribly ironic that i'm posting this. myself and one other person reading this will understand what i mean by that.