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Today I found myself with a feeling of complete contentment.
Then, it so happens, I fell into a bit of slump,
which can happen at any time. I found myself missing things.
Missing Alaska, missing people, just missing everything I
don't have in this exact moment. I thought hard about
what I was feeling, and couldn't come up with an answer.
The only answer there could be, would be not missing at all.
That's the task at hand, and boy is it a hard one.
Now, I've returned to that earlier state of contentment.
Knowing things work out for the best, even if they
feel so wrong in the moment. People, places, and things
will always come and go, but at least I'll still be here,
in different forms, becoming a different person as time
goes on. Lifeshould be a bit different. When everything is the same,
it gets boring, stagnant. I don't want to feel stagnant
anymore. I'll end this with a smile, and a recent photograph.
I must say, I'm getting a little better.
Then, it so happens, I fell into a bit of slump,
which can happen at any time. I found myself missing things.
Missing Alaska, missing people, just missing everything I
don't have in this exact moment. I thought hard about
what I was feeling, and couldn't come up with an answer.
The only answer there could be, would be not missing at all.
That's the task at hand, and boy is it a hard one.
Now, I've returned to that earlier state of contentment.
Knowing things work out for the best, even if they
feel so wrong in the moment. People, places, and things
will always come and go, but at least I'll still be here,
in different forms, becoming a different person as time
goes on. Lifeshould be a bit different. When everything is the same,
it gets boring, stagnant. I don't want to feel stagnant
anymore. I'll end this with a smile, and a recent photograph.
I must say, I'm getting a little better.