f off
ive had one LONG shitty day. Worked 8-2 and had to mope, do bathrooms and trashes, then do trashes again, then walk around the WHOLE dunkin donuts property collecting trash from the ground. which was the most nastyest thing i have ever fuckin done!
I have new hours at work 7-2. thats a whole school day. im not too excited about this.. i mean for 6 dollars an hour. fucking bullshit.
Im also pissed because people that have been working JUST AS LONG as me if not shorter than me, are getting raises and me over here, im still at 6$'s. and im fucking pissed about that.
Im broke right now. I hate it. I got a bank account though.. finally. But it has a BIG wopping 5 bucks in it. woah u gotta love that.
I feel like im always soo busy, yet i do the same thing over and over and over.
As of this moment, i sleep on a twin (very small) mattress on the floor. Because my dick head parents wont lemme take the FULL bed up from the basement. Might i add ITS NOT EVEN BEING USED FOR ANYTHING.. other than looks and a place for dust to gather on..
I have the HARDEST time watching people go on with the life pretending everythings oh so good, godly, and postive. *cough JOANNA cough*. i cant be like that and im sick of people telling me to stop being sad and think postive. Fuck u theres nothing positive about my life and im not gonna try to lie to myself like you stupid fucks!
Ive got so much on my mind. im waiting for Kate's answer, im depressed about be&bump. i just hate everything. im sick of being bothered by people. i just want to be alone. well actually i just want to be with kate. i just wanna spend my life with her and no one else and have everyone else just leave me alone.
But tomorrow im working 8-2 and the dike Janet WONT be there so im hoping tomorrow goes better. But then i might have a basketball game tomorrow night.. im so beat and sore and tired and ughh!!
I have new hours at work 7-2. thats a whole school day. im not too excited about this.. i mean for 6 dollars an hour. fucking bullshit.
Im also pissed because people that have been working JUST AS LONG as me if not shorter than me, are getting raises and me over here, im still at 6$'s. and im fucking pissed about that.
Im broke right now. I hate it. I got a bank account though.. finally. But it has a BIG wopping 5 bucks in it. woah u gotta love that.
I feel like im always soo busy, yet i do the same thing over and over and over.
As of this moment, i sleep on a twin (very small) mattress on the floor. Because my dick head parents wont lemme take the FULL bed up from the basement. Might i add ITS NOT EVEN BEING USED FOR ANYTHING.. other than looks and a place for dust to gather on..
I have the HARDEST time watching people go on with the life pretending everythings oh so good, godly, and postive. *cough JOANNA cough*. i cant be like that and im sick of people telling me to stop being sad and think postive. Fuck u theres nothing positive about my life and im not gonna try to lie to myself like you stupid fucks!
Ive got so much on my mind. im waiting for Kate's answer, im depressed about be&bump. i just hate everything. im sick of being bothered by people. i just want to be alone. well actually i just want to be with kate. i just wanna spend my life with her and no one else and have everyone else just leave me alone.
But tomorrow im working 8-2 and the dike Janet WONT be there so im hoping tomorrow goes better. But then i might have a basketball game tomorrow night.. im so beat and sore and tired and ughh!!