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so school: my junior year. i dont know if im going to cut it. i absolutly basically love all of my classes/teachers but this year seems so hard. i am under so much stress because i dont know how to handle it all i have pssa's, sat's, drivers ed, in house sessions at my paps insurance company cause it lowers my insurance, plus i have to get a job, keyclub, chorus/concerts, and band/concerts. plus i have a boyfriend, who i REALLY care for that lives like 54 miles aways and its lonely now because i hate being alone, and like its just hard because now i also have to find time to go to my fathers that way i can visit him and my dad on the weekends. PLUS both of my grandparents are ill and my grandmother has to go in for surgery and its life/death and she might die and i cant handle this!!! . but seriously im going insane, why me. im going to cry =[.
i learned to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt ♥
i learned to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt ♥