The updates of what was once just an excuse for life.
So if i sat here and gave you every detail of my life, some ho bags would just read it, make fun of the first half and run their mouths with jealousy over the end.
I could tell you how I broke up with my boyfriend and could have sworn i was gonna die. and then didnt.
or how for the longest time i tried everything i could think of to keep him. and failed.
Maybe i could just explain the incredible personal journey i took to re discover and re define myself.
but that journey was also incredibly boring.
I could do so many things, especially tell those that include how thankful i am Martin came to this school. or that text messaging exists. or that myspace is so popular, and also at how sometimes i can be a ho.
Because after going into a personal journey, all alone, i came out of the other side of the dark path with the most wonderful boy i'd ever met. a boy that not only helped me with nothing to gain, a boy who didnt know what he was doing at first and then got it together. A personal inspiration, a sign of hope when all is lost, and happiness in the unknown rather than 100% fear.
A boy who scares me, not because I don't trust him, but because he makes me so happy.
A boy who helped me realize that dermatology was the path for me, rather than asking me to fail along with him.
A boy who's so shy it rubs off on me and the only things i say are represented with butterflies which escape whenever i open my mouth.
An inspiration. A joy. A feeling i've not ever had before, regardless to what i may have thought before.
I like knowing that i've learned from my mistakes, and that they were plenty and in the end, well worth it.
I'd like to thank all of my friends because i dont believe they know how much they mean to me.
Everybody I ever bitched to about my situation. Especially LUIS HERBOSA, EVELYN MUNOZ, KRISTEN REDERSCHEID, JOSH/JOEY WISDOM, and anyone else I may've missed.
I'd like for ANTHONY ORELLANA to know that I will ALWAYS care about him. Boy you made my world a better place; believe it or not.
I'd like to thank ANDREW WATT, MICHAEL PEREZ, & ERICK CORONA for taking me out to forget.
And CHRISTOPHER MORGAN for being the best that could ever happen to me. For caring, for existing, for everything. Without you, no, I wouldn't die, because no boy is worth dying, but I wouldn't be happy. And I wouldn't be me. ♥.
and tell eachother how much we miss one another when we're at work.. ♥
he's amazing.
I could tell you how I broke up with my boyfriend and could have sworn i was gonna die. and then didnt.
or how for the longest time i tried everything i could think of to keep him. and failed.
Maybe i could just explain the incredible personal journey i took to re discover and re define myself.
but that journey was also incredibly boring.
I could do so many things, especially tell those that include how thankful i am Martin came to this school. or that text messaging exists. or that myspace is so popular, and also at how sometimes i can be a ho.
Because after going into a personal journey, all alone, i came out of the other side of the dark path with the most wonderful boy i'd ever met. a boy that not only helped me with nothing to gain, a boy who didnt know what he was doing at first and then got it together. A personal inspiration, a sign of hope when all is lost, and happiness in the unknown rather than 100% fear.
A boy who scares me, not because I don't trust him, but because he makes me so happy.
A boy who helped me realize that dermatology was the path for me, rather than asking me to fail along with him.
A boy who's so shy it rubs off on me and the only things i say are represented with butterflies which escape whenever i open my mouth.
An inspiration. A joy. A feeling i've not ever had before, regardless to what i may have thought before.
I like knowing that i've learned from my mistakes, and that they were plenty and in the end, well worth it.
I'd like to thank all of my friends because i dont believe they know how much they mean to me.
Everybody I ever bitched to about my situation. Especially LUIS HERBOSA, EVELYN MUNOZ, KRISTEN REDERSCHEID, JOSH/JOEY WISDOM, and anyone else I may've missed.
I'd like for ANTHONY ORELLANA to know that I will ALWAYS care about him. Boy you made my world a better place; believe it or not.
I'd like to thank ANDREW WATT, MICHAEL PEREZ, & ERICK CORONA for taking me out to forget.
And CHRISTOPHER MORGAN for being the best that could ever happen to me. For caring, for existing, for everything. Without you, no, I wouldn't die, because no boy is worth dying, but I wouldn't be happy. And I wouldn't be me. ♥.
and tell eachother how much we miss one another when we're at work.. ♥
he's amazing.