picture of perfection

Dec 21, 2005 12:30

"JUST DUMP YOUR GIRLFRIEND AND GO OUT WITH ME!
I SWEAR I'LL TREAT YOU LIKE A KING!"

i have a problem. and that problem is that i always have to be better than everyone else. well, more in particular, girls. In ballet class when i was younger. i was always that little snot at the front of the bar, because i was better than everyone else. That is why, when i returned to ballet after 2 years in thailand, and no training whatsoever. i had to quit. i couldnt do it. because i was behind. and it bugged me so much that i was behind. so i told myself i wouldnt do that again. lose so much training to the point where i fall behind so when i was skating, i always had to be better than everyone else. especially in practice. unless im with like MICHELLE KWAN but thats different. and still i can do all my doubles, and do some triples. so there. im still good. but not as good as kristine, and i accept those who i know that are better than me. i cant compete with kristine, lisa. they are my friends and they are much better than me. but. im sorry. im a perfectionist to the extreme. i have to be better than everyone. so in conclusion. YOU WILL NOT WIN. sorry!!!
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