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Where do I even begin....back at my dad's. I haven't really been in touch with the real world for a long time since all my time has been devoted to keeping my life clean and everything. well guess what, it's working out all right. Bryant is still in my life. Johnny is growing up so fucking fast...and I hate to say this but I haven't been in his life as much as I want to. Ellie was lucky and able to pause her life for him, but where I was at back then...I wouldn't have wanted my son to know me like that. But now I'm trying as hard as I can to be a role model...it's important to me.
plus I'm an adult now...18. I can barely believe it. even though it was back in April...I still can't see myself as an adult. ADULT.
oh jesus...I'm home for break anyways. we get a long one so it's good, I plan on catching up with people. with my life.
Derryck has called me a lot lately....I don't know what to think about him anymore.
Anyways, happy thanksgiving everyone...I hope you all had a great day. I'm gonna go eat some apple pie, PEACE !!!
plus I'm an adult now...18. I can barely believe it. even though it was back in April...I still can't see myself as an adult. ADULT.
oh jesus...I'm home for break anyways. we get a long one so it's good, I plan on catching up with people. with my life.
Derryck has called me a lot lately....I don't know what to think about him anymore.
Anyways, happy thanksgiving everyone...I hope you all had a great day. I'm gonna go eat some apple pie, PEACE !!!