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Well, moms gone. She had been here for a week and it only felt like 3 days. This is one of the worst feelings ever. Having to let someone you love go, TWICE. I feel even worse then the time she really left. 5 more months and she'll finally be home, for good. It's been so hard this year without my mom helping me. I sound like shes dead, but having her away seems just as bad. So i cried myself to sleep, hoping it would make things better, but really...it made things worse. I guess you really dont know how much you love someone until they're actually gone.
Thanks for listening.
Thanks for listening.