Thank you Melinda, I needed today

[___awesome]

I hope i never forget this feeling and what I have finally learned from it. I realize that the repercussions are probably still heading my way for a little while longer but I've accepted that and I know that I deserve them. I've been so wasteful and taken so much for granted and it makes my head spin to think of how much i've hurt myself in the process. I have so much respect for people who've acted differently in similar situations and I'm downright disgusted with myself for the way I've lived my life for the past few years. I'm lucky that I haven't done more damage and thankful that I finally realized my flaws with time to correct them. Its going to be a rough road but I'm more than willing to meet the challenge and take advantage of the oppurtunities that I do still have. I always said I'd live my life with no regrets so for now I'm just going to have to find the lesson in all of this. blehhhhhhhhhhhh i hate this feeling.

learning from the past with hope for the future
sara