18 in 8 days
Oy. I wish i could just hit pause on my life right now. Things are going so well for so many people and I'm scared of what is to come. I love my friends, I love my boyfriend, life is relatively carefree right now and the future holds so many uncertainties. Maybe I worry too much but I'm afraid of looking back on alot of things and knowing them only as my memories. I'm sure there is alot of good to look forward to and alot of me is ready to get up and go but it seems the more i try to focus on just living these moments and making the best of them, the faster they are slipping away. It is 2005. I'm excited and nervous and sad and happy and scared and ready and not. Life is coming fast. I sure hope I do well with it.
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