Boo
Tonight was so busy I could've died.
My feet are killing me.
The dinner rush went from 5:15 ish until 8:45. How's that for insane. Plus I was supposed to finish by 9:30, but I ended up taking four more tables at 9:30... I didnt leave until 10:50pm. Yeah w/e it's money, but I feel like death.
I work a part time job guys, how come I'm always tired?
My sleeping/living pattern is kindof wierd. I never have time to eat with my family anymore, I'm always working from 5 until who knows when, usually past my bedtime. Then I feel like doing nothing but relaxing all day.
Just effing wait until I get into my first year of university... I'm going to be SO busy it'll drive me insane... it'll be a complete time reversal... or just whacked up.
I want to spend time with Jess right now. I feel like taking another vacation, but fuck I need the money... ive spent WAY too much on trips to BC but I can't help it because I need to so I can actually maintain my relationship lol.
I am just in a time rut. I want things to change. I want to have more energy, and to re-gain my health, and to get back into learning and being intelligent. I sometimes cant remember how I used to work 7 days a week after school during high school... and I managed to graduate with almost honors? I should do fine in university lol.
Anyhow, I'm exhausted, Jess gets to call me tonight... he just finished his night class so he'll be intellectually drained, and I'm drained too... it should be an interesting conversation...
On a lighter note, I went into the clinic because I thought I had an infection of sorts... but the doctor told me there was nothing wrong with me, so I guess I'm fine and I managed to flush it from my system by actually taking care of myself. I need to eat more fruits and veggies though... I am definitly not getting enough nutrients... and my vitamins arent going to supply all of them. I don't have healthy eating patterns and it's driving me nuts. Hopefully I'll be able to eat healthier during school *crosses fingers*.
I ought to force myself to wake up at 10 tomorrow morning so I can clean my room... it's a mess and it definitly needs to be sorted out. Hopefully I can do it. I always feel better after I accomplish something during the day before work. It's just a matter of getting myself to do it.. that's the hard part. I need more motivation... working for a living isnt gonna cut it for me right now. I need a career that I'm happy in, I don't understand how some people can just wait tables for a living... it would drive me up the fucking wall.
Okay... I'm gonna maybe start cleaning my room now? That might motivate me more in the morning... then when Jess gets home and calls me I can get into sleep mode.
Ta ta.
My feet are killing me.
The dinner rush went from 5:15 ish until 8:45. How's that for insane. Plus I was supposed to finish by 9:30, but I ended up taking four more tables at 9:30... I didnt leave until 10:50pm. Yeah w/e it's money, but I feel like death.
I work a part time job guys, how come I'm always tired?
My sleeping/living pattern is kindof wierd. I never have time to eat with my family anymore, I'm always working from 5 until who knows when, usually past my bedtime. Then I feel like doing nothing but relaxing all day.
Just effing wait until I get into my first year of university... I'm going to be SO busy it'll drive me insane... it'll be a complete time reversal... or just whacked up.
I want to spend time with Jess right now. I feel like taking another vacation, but fuck I need the money... ive spent WAY too much on trips to BC but I can't help it because I need to so I can actually maintain my relationship lol.
I am just in a time rut. I want things to change. I want to have more energy, and to re-gain my health, and to get back into learning and being intelligent. I sometimes cant remember how I used to work 7 days a week after school during high school... and I managed to graduate with almost honors? I should do fine in university lol.
Anyhow, I'm exhausted, Jess gets to call me tonight... he just finished his night class so he'll be intellectually drained, and I'm drained too... it should be an interesting conversation...
On a lighter note, I went into the clinic because I thought I had an infection of sorts... but the doctor told me there was nothing wrong with me, so I guess I'm fine and I managed to flush it from my system by actually taking care of myself. I need to eat more fruits and veggies though... I am definitly not getting enough nutrients... and my vitamins arent going to supply all of them. I don't have healthy eating patterns and it's driving me nuts. Hopefully I'll be able to eat healthier during school *crosses fingers*.
I ought to force myself to wake up at 10 tomorrow morning so I can clean my room... it's a mess and it definitly needs to be sorted out. Hopefully I can do it. I always feel better after I accomplish something during the day before work. It's just a matter of getting myself to do it.. that's the hard part. I need more motivation... working for a living isnt gonna cut it for me right now. I need a career that I'm happy in, I don't understand how some people can just wait tables for a living... it would drive me up the fucking wall.
Okay... I'm gonna maybe start cleaning my room now? That might motivate me more in the morning... then when Jess gets home and calls me I can get into sleep mode.
Ta ta.