Yeah.
I don't know what to expect from life anymore.
I don't even know what I want out of life other than to just get by each day knowing that I made the best of it, and that's my problem...I don't make the best of it.
I'm tiring of getting ready for school every morning, and I miss so much of it.
Every single time I get up each day, I feel like going back to bed and sleeping til 10.
I hate to say it, but if I could drop out I would because I find school so pointless and boring, and everyone's face annoys me, and everyones trying to look like someone, and all these dumb bitches have my haircut everywhere, and look like me 2 years ago, I'm sorry but it's fucking annoying. I can't be fake, it's not me.
I can't just try and be nice to people I don't like, and i'm not gonna do that anymore.
I'm not gonna get over-dressed going to school just to get my goddamn education that I so "desperately" need just to make it in life, because your high school diploma is everything when you are going out into the world to find a career to support yourself and the lifestyle you chose to live.
Help me the fuck out, but does everyone now get on your nerves as well, or am I psycho bitch that just hates and hates everyone?
I try and make conversation with random people, at school, in my class, in other classes, it doesn't work. Because I can't think of one damn thing I have in common with all these shitheads around me. And god forbid I was in regular phs classes, I'd fucking shoot myself, because that whole damn school is filled with moronic fuckers.
Ugh, I hate everyone. That's who I am. Bitchy, isolated and stubborn as fuck.
The people who interest me seriously are like four, Alicia, Shannon, Jasmine and Juan...
And then there are the other few little people that I wish I could talk to more like Rosalyn, Stephanie, and I wish I could be closer with Nicole like it was two years ago, but it doesn't ever work out, everyones's life doesn't collide enough with mine, maybe I just don't make the effort, but I sure as hell don't want any other friends than the ones I have right now. I don't give a fuck.
I don't even know what I want out of life other than to just get by each day knowing that I made the best of it, and that's my problem...I don't make the best of it.
I'm tiring of getting ready for school every morning, and I miss so much of it.
Every single time I get up each day, I feel like going back to bed and sleeping til 10.
I hate to say it, but if I could drop out I would because I find school so pointless and boring, and everyone's face annoys me, and everyones trying to look like someone, and all these dumb bitches have my haircut everywhere, and look like me 2 years ago, I'm sorry but it's fucking annoying. I can't be fake, it's not me.
I can't just try and be nice to people I don't like, and i'm not gonna do that anymore.
I'm not gonna get over-dressed going to school just to get my goddamn education that I so "desperately" need just to make it in life, because your high school diploma is everything when you are going out into the world to find a career to support yourself and the lifestyle you chose to live.
Help me the fuck out, but does everyone now get on your nerves as well, or am I psycho bitch that just hates and hates everyone?
I try and make conversation with random people, at school, in my class, in other classes, it doesn't work. Because I can't think of one damn thing I have in common with all these shitheads around me. And god forbid I was in regular phs classes, I'd fucking shoot myself, because that whole damn school is filled with moronic fuckers.
Ugh, I hate everyone. That's who I am. Bitchy, isolated and stubborn as fuck.
The people who interest me seriously are like four, Alicia, Shannon, Jasmine and Juan...
And then there are the other few little people that I wish I could talk to more like Rosalyn, Stephanie, and I wish I could be closer with Nicole like it was two years ago, but it doesn't ever work out, everyones's life doesn't collide enough with mine, maybe I just don't make the effort, but I sure as hell don't want any other friends than the ones I have right now. I don't give a fuck.