now i am finally seeing why i was the one worth leaving

[___asloversgo]

i have to give a hand to you. you probably did the best and worst things to me. now, i won't play the fool any longer. you made me smarter and forced me to grow up. no more time to play the role of naiive. no more stuck in between feelings.
its clear to me that this was the single greatest thing you have done for me. i dont want to know how long these kinds of things have been going on, and i dont need to find out. we have had our fun, and now this is when i bow out with my optimism high. this isnt goodnight anymore, this is goodbye.

none the less, thank you for it all.