May 09, 2010 19:51
I rarely even use this thing anymore. but i've missed you live journal. deeply.
we use to be great friends, what happened? a lot.
let's start by saying. I wish I knew then what I know now. Life is amazing when you just let things happen the way they are meant to happen. to breathe a not forced breath. to inhale and actually feel the cool oxygen fill your lungs and then release (and repeat) Life is so beautiful. and I cherish everyday I have with the people I love. Too many people have died, or moved away, or completely changed into human beings I no longer recognize. or at least i think they are still human. anyways, life has been this crazy ride that i have sometimes enjoyed. but all in all everything has been worth the tears or pain that didn't make life so shiny and new, but old and ridged. so live journal.. this is to you. thank you for helping me in high school release a lot of emo-ness and helped me lurk on my friends. I have facebook now and it's much easier to lurk on what their doing. but you will always be my first...ish.. xanga was. but who's counting ACTUAL firsts. hahaha
that was silly.
sorry,
anyways, i will update you whenever i feel inspired.
the always blabbing<3,
crystal