where do i begin?
wow.. i havent posted in FOREVVVVVVER!!
its not that i didnt think about writing it all, i was really busy but i was also really lazy. i also felt like it was the same stuff over and over again. but now, its different.. things have started to turn around and i can truely say im happy right now. its a pretty damn good feeling.
but dont get me wrong, some really sucky stuff has happened in the last.. what MONTH, is it? yeah.. like for instance, with work - at the beginning of the month, a HUGE festival was going on & i had to work every day that week.. staying until 2 in the morning one night. ugh, talk about a living hell. i was so tired. then the next week at work, the D.A. threw his wife's birthday party at the restaurant & i swear there was over 100 people in our upstairs dining room. it was a mad house. but i survived. i swear those 2 weeks were such a test. i almost quit, i was working my ass off & i was getting bitched at by everyone and that got to me soooo badly. i ended up crying at work one night. it wasnt my shining moment. but its over now and now im enjoying my time at work with SAL!!! yes, he's back & he's made it so much easier to relax & have fun. but i'll get back to him in a little bit..
another thing that kept getting me down was not having a car, but now i finally have one. its not a bmw or a hot sportscar, its a suzuki forenza. i didnt love it at first because its a 4 door & its technically a "family" car.. but its grown on me. its really cute- its a 2005, black (grey interior) with a cd player. so im happy.
okay back to sal, he brought me back a turquiose necklace from sri lanka (SOOO PRETTY!!) and told me he missed me & we've been really close lately. its so nice to have something to look forward to again. i know i'll get a big hug & kiss when i go to work. im not even going to bother writing down all the little things he's said or done that have just made me so happy.
so on to one thing that could possibly bring me down again - school. it starts thursday and im not looking forward to it at all. i just want it to be over! but it is going to be my last year & im not taking that many hard classes, at least not compared to last years!
well, i know this was a pretty long post & i jumped around waaaay too much, but i dont care.. i just wanted to get some of it off my chest! i think im gonna watch some tv or something, laterr <3
its not that i didnt think about writing it all, i was really busy but i was also really lazy. i also felt like it was the same stuff over and over again. but now, its different.. things have started to turn around and i can truely say im happy right now. its a pretty damn good feeling.
but dont get me wrong, some really sucky stuff has happened in the last.. what MONTH, is it? yeah.. like for instance, with work - at the beginning of the month, a HUGE festival was going on & i had to work every day that week.. staying until 2 in the morning one night. ugh, talk about a living hell. i was so tired. then the next week at work, the D.A. threw his wife's birthday party at the restaurant & i swear there was over 100 people in our upstairs dining room. it was a mad house. but i survived. i swear those 2 weeks were such a test. i almost quit, i was working my ass off & i was getting bitched at by everyone and that got to me soooo badly. i ended up crying at work one night. it wasnt my shining moment. but its over now and now im enjoying my time at work with SAL!!! yes, he's back & he's made it so much easier to relax & have fun. but i'll get back to him in a little bit..
another thing that kept getting me down was not having a car, but now i finally have one. its not a bmw or a hot sportscar, its a suzuki forenza. i didnt love it at first because its a 4 door & its technically a "family" car.. but its grown on me. its really cute- its a 2005, black (grey interior) with a cd player. so im happy.
okay back to sal, he brought me back a turquiose necklace from sri lanka (SOOO PRETTY!!) and told me he missed me & we've been really close lately. its so nice to have something to look forward to again. i know i'll get a big hug & kiss when i go to work. im not even going to bother writing down all the little things he's said or done that have just made me so happy.
so on to one thing that could possibly bring me down again - school. it starts thursday and im not looking forward to it at all. i just want it to be over! but it is going to be my last year & im not taking that many hard classes, at least not compared to last years!
well, i know this was a pretty long post & i jumped around waaaay too much, but i dont care.. i just wanted to get some of it off my chest! i think im gonna watch some tv or something, laterr <3