"you can have the best of me."
I feel like I have neglected my livjournal this whole year because I’ve barley written in it, and if I do write in it it’s not much of anything but jumbled thoughts. I just feel like this journal was a huge part of me but somewhere along the line I became a little more secluded of my private thoughts. Then again I’ve my journal and private thoughts ridiculed and displayed for the whole school to mock and shame me. I’ll never live down my past mistakes I know I’m not ashamed I say that so often it probably doesn’t sound half as convincing as I’d like for it to. So anyways my summers been great lazy I need to work more on summer reading that’s my big thing. I also got straight A’s. But mainly I spent it with Bree, Dani and Gabby and at my Aunt’s house. Buzzfest with Danielle was amazing we had pit tickets and trapt and shinedown blew me away. I also met an amazing boy named Ian he’s great and I miss him. I’m somewhat tired right now so I don’t feel like being all detailed. New York was also wonderful but I knew it would be. Mandy has now graduated which means that Russell and I are the next to graduate only two years. I know that time will be here before I know it because time seems to move so fast. Summers almost over. Anyways I just truly enjoy being with my family they mean the world to me. So I’m home and the fourth of July rolled around and with it my nana passed away so it was incredibly gloomy around the house hold yesterday not to mention it rained. I was in a mood one of those indescribable horrible moods that make you want to scream until your ears bleed and you melt into the floor. I basically watched terminator two and that’s it. Gabby stopped by to cheer me up. So we fly out to Boston on Saturday come back Wednesday. On the bright side I get to see my old friend Jenelle and her mom they lived in my nanas two person abode which is now being turned into a condo. Geez freaking lame. Oh before I went to New York I got the hair cut from hell so my hairs short and hideous after I worked so hard to tame it. It was beautiful and perfect just needed a tiny trim. But no she hacks half my hair off. Hopefully it will be okay by the time school starts. All in all I’m ready for summer to be over I miss school and I want to go back to school shopping not to mention my birthday is coming up in a month the big sixteen. All though I would love to do more swimming also TBS comes next Saturday I’m going hopefully. That what’s new in my fantastic life. I’m way to tired to write with an interesting twist but I felt an actual update may be in store for all my anonymous readers. My cousin says that people probably still read this and don’t say anything so here is your joy.