love the skin your in.
For as long as I can recall, there has never been a time where i have gone and looked at myself and just flet that i was beautiful. Now I don't mean that i hate how I look I'm so ugly bull shit, i just mean that i have never truley felt beautiful. it never seems to really bother me to much, but it does displease me at times to some extent. Not because I want the world to walk around thinking I'm beautiful and hot I just want one guy to look at me and say "your beautiful you take my breath away." Mainly I want to feel truley beautiful. Don't get me wrong I'm not gonig to complain about how I look it suites me it's alittle off-beat from the world but I like it. I do love the skin I'm in I guess I just feel like i look really young sometimes thats my problem. and Ian leaves tomarrow for three weeks and I'm going to miss him immensly.He's wonderful and i want to be able to give my whole heart to him someday.
"let's talk"
"I'm alive, I'm alive."