"shake down 1970"
so today was a pretty good day. i had a test in bio and a test in world history. which were both extremely easy i would be posied to say i got a A on both. i also got my report card 3 A'd and 3 B's
so i'm very pleased with myself.i know that i proably could have pulled my grades up to 5 A's and one B had i only appiled myself alittle harder. but as of rigth now i have a 100 in english so im pretty happy.needless to say i'm lazy so i dotn always put in my best effort it really just depends on how much i like the subject of what i'm doing. i'm compelled to be better at what interest and inspires me. so thats needless to say i will proably not wver get a full A in math because of that well i proably could but i'm to lazy.
so let me give you the bad news my nana's DNC results came back and shes got a massive tumor in her uterus and its terminal shes got six months or less to live. it's pretty sad but not unexpected and i guess knowing for sure she's dying is alittle easier than just sitting around wonder wtf is going on or going to happen to her. thats just %&*$$^#$###@!!@^%@!!!! i don't know really how i should feel about the whole ordeal i'm still in a bit of shock. even though i expected it actually having that confirmed took a loop out on me. espically how my mom told me.
I'm actually fairly sad about the situation but i know that death is only the start of a new life my nana will be happy in heaven free of pain and with grampy. which is the thing she's longed for for so long and now she'll finally get that it's kind of hard to feel sad about that mainly because wanting her hear for me is selfish. but shes the only grandparent i really knew. my others all had died by the time i was seven. so i've really only had her to pamper me. it would be werid not seeing her on christams espicaly when my whole family would tell me she lived to see me. she lived to make sure i was doing well in school. my dad said i was the only one she ever asked about. I think this is really kind of hard on my daddy it makes me sad for him.
on the plus side gabby abd greg were over from 4-8 today working on our english project and may i say it's going to be awsome. also spring break is one day away tomarrow at 7 p.m. breeanna and i are leaving for louisana we will be back on thrusday. i'm really excited because i will finally get to meet my best friends dad. it means alot to me i guess. im looknig forward to it. were proably just gonig to tann on his trampoline nad work out/ swim at his gym possibly go shopping one day. but i'd just like to see and meet her family and suprisnly enough i miss jacob to and i'd like ot see him.to. but im sleepy and its time for me to go to bed its been a logn day and tomarrow i have to make myself pretty because im going to be on my magzine cover for journalsim so goodnight love