Aug 12, 2005 21:48
this week has been one of the worst all summer.
i honestly miss my best friend, but her mind is elsewhere.
i have risen over writer's block & i have begun to write again.
the stuff i'm coming out with is amazing. i'll give myself credit for once.
"through this struggle, i'm drowning in harsh set words.
capitals capsize my lungs with liquified pain & lowercases tilt the breaths too & fro.
save me sweetheart, for your denial will be the death of me."
spent the day w/ my baby.
things can't get any better between us.
he said this is as happy as he's ever been, & i'm the reason for it.
i can't help but smile around him, he makes me feel...fantastic.
i'm going to soccer in the morning. 8:30-10:30.
it will be hell, but i've been there, done that.
i am in love & forever staying that way with still remains.
my vagina hurts.
uhm, i bet you wanted to know.
a scarlet tragedy records next saturday & sunday. i'm excited for the boys, & especially my baby. i'm proud of him along with everyone else. they're newest song is completely heavy & has sweet ass guitar riffs -- not completely done yet but it's getting there. i also told ryan to do a throat to scream scale in the beginning. i call that pure brilliance.
i went shopping today.
bought a new haste the day shirt & a bled shirt.
i love wearing my htd shirt, it feels like pure sex.
i need a shower though & water.
i feel like i'm going to pass out.
i keep getting hot then cold, hot then cold & i'm so exhausted.
i know this is a pointless random entry, but if you've gotten to this point, you've read it all. congratulations to you. --claps.--
good night.