i'm in love.
i've come to the conclusion i've fallen in love.
maybe not in complete love, but i'm in it. & i'm glad i can find myself smiling in the morning & wanting to wake up. wanting to hear his voice, wanting to see his smile again & kiss his perfect lips. maybe not in complete love...but it could end up that way. it might take a while, but it's worth the effort, he's worth everything.
he's changed me so much through these past weeks, it's quite shocking actually. but i love the change. i love going out, i love listening & watching him play guitar. i love being around him & his friends.
he lets me drive. he lets me fuck with his music in the car & a boy and his music, that's a rarity kids. he's not too stand-offish but not too clingy. he's rough but gentle, interesting & spontaneous. i love this boy, a whole lot. every day things get better. even though i worry when he goes out just because a girl worries about her baby, i can still fall asleep with a rested mind, assured he'll call, assured that i really am on his mind at least some of the night.
he's one of the sweetest, most intersting, fun, & one of the most gorgeous boys i've had the pleasure being with, spending all my time with.
i miss his waterbed. it's so comfrotable.
yeah.
i miss him already.
random thoughts i wanted to spill out.
new pictures will be posted soon.
not going to foreigner tomorrow.
he's coming over for the whole day, most of the night.
happy birthday to zachary, one of my most favorite people ever. love you kiddo, hope your 17th was amazing.
a scarlet tragedy played amazing on saturday. you know, just stating a fact.
they covered alexisonfire, 'control' & 'little girls pointing and...' -- great job guys. especially you, baby. :] & ryan, you have an amazing voice. ess-tee-eff-you.
♥ rjh ♥
maybe not in complete love, but i'm in it. & i'm glad i can find myself smiling in the morning & wanting to wake up. wanting to hear his voice, wanting to see his smile again & kiss his perfect lips. maybe not in complete love...but it could end up that way. it might take a while, but it's worth the effort, he's worth everything.
he's changed me so much through these past weeks, it's quite shocking actually. but i love the change. i love going out, i love listening & watching him play guitar. i love being around him & his friends.
he lets me drive. he lets me fuck with his music in the car & a boy and his music, that's a rarity kids. he's not too stand-offish but not too clingy. he's rough but gentle, interesting & spontaneous. i love this boy, a whole lot. every day things get better. even though i worry when he goes out just because a girl worries about her baby, i can still fall asleep with a rested mind, assured he'll call, assured that i really am on his mind at least some of the night.
he's one of the sweetest, most intersting, fun, & one of the most gorgeous boys i've had the pleasure being with, spending all my time with.
i miss his waterbed. it's so comfrotable.
yeah.
i miss him already.
random thoughts i wanted to spill out.
new pictures will be posted soon.
not going to foreigner tomorrow.
he's coming over for the whole day, most of the night.
happy birthday to zachary, one of my most favorite people ever. love you kiddo, hope your 17th was amazing.
a scarlet tragedy played amazing on saturday. you know, just stating a fact.
they covered alexisonfire, 'control' & 'little girls pointing and...' -- great job guys. especially you, baby. :] & ryan, you have an amazing voice. ess-tee-eff-you.
♥ rjh ♥