i guess
I am pretty sure i am writing this in here because i dont want anyone to see it but it needs to be said
i have so many thoughts about life
i am so scared yet so excited
I believe my sister is making the biggest mistake of her life but she will not listen to a word i say
she is dating a guy for the third time when he has screwed her over every single time
my life is becoming routine but is that really such a bad thing
i wake up around 630 every morning go to work til 3 then i have my friends pick me up from work i smoke a whole lot i hang out with them i have an amazing time and i go home i can come home anywhere between 10 and 3
i shower and pray i could pray for hours i read the bible some nights too
i get two days off a week. same old same old and yet i love it
i enjoy my job my friends my family and my relationship with God
I am not going to lie a lot of my life could be better but i love how it is
i miss some people so much but i have learned how to move on.
i do not get hurt over others but become stronger from every situation
right after porter moved my life went down hill and i never did anything especially with jesse being grounded
then i started working more hours i started hanging out with eric (my sisters best friend) and his group and thats when i became happy
i am no longer angery with people but with peace about pretty much everything and i think when you are like that then and there the good things happen
i am starting to like this guy a lot and i am excited about life