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Fighting is love
Even when things are so messed up.
They seem to turn around for the better.
Last night Kaleb and I got into the biggest fight we had ever been in.
He scared me so much.
I started crying.
That is not usual.
I do not cry in front of people.
I just saw this side of him I had never seen.
But it is amazing to me that after all that we still hugged and kissed goodbye saying our I love yous.
There is something odd about the relationship we share.
Some times I feel like he really doesn't love me.
And yet there are times that I feel his love so strong.
Its like when you can feel God's love and power coming over you.
When I know Kaleb loves me its like God's power.
Let me tell you it is an AMAZING feeling.
Everyone has told me for the past three months we are a mistake.
That we are not going to last.
He is a jerk and I deserve better.
You know what?
I don't want better.
Life isn't easy.
I want the hurt I want the pain.
I know then it will be worth it.
I get bored with nice.
I get bored with clingy.
I like the guy who plays hard to get.
I want to work for what I want.
The easy ones are no fun.
This is love…. Make it hurt.
The end.
My everything
Kaleb you mean the world to me.
Everyone said that this would never work out.
I put everything on the line just for you.
In the end, it has all been worth it.
We have been dating for an amazing month as of Monday.
I am not the kind of girl to fall in love.
But with you, you are just my everything.
I don't wanna be with anyone but you.
Everything that has happened in my life has happened for a reason.
Everything has brought me to you.
You inspire me to be a better person.
I just want to tell you I love you with every breath I take and my life would be completely different if you weren't in it.
I love Kaleb William Kalb.