church camp
So Thursday I went to camp wow.
It is a church camp.
I cannot believe how much I have changed.
I could tell something drastic was gunna happen from the first night.
We played games worshiped sang and danced.
I think the biggest impact was the last night service and our family groups.
My family group consisted of Carter Jessica John Justin Michelle Gabby Chris. Every single one of them impacted me.
Hearing someone else's thoughts and struggles made me relize I'm not the only one with a troubled past and a troubled family.
I don't really understand why but every single event there made me think. Me getting mad at Kaleb over something stupid didn't seem right anymore. He is who he is and I shouldn't be hitting him or yelling at him.
Jesus loves me and this whole week he just consumed my soul.
Everyone has a story, yes christ was in my life but now he has taken over.
Camp Wow and Jesus saved my life.
Last night I really did grow up completely.
I feel like a new person.
I wanna fix the relationship with my sister and my mom and my dad and my brother.
I want peace I wanan respect everyone in my life and even those people I don't know yet
I wanna live my life for God.
I wanna hear those words good job faithful servant
I wanna forgive every person who has done wrong to me.
I wanna bring them baskets of food telling them how they have made me grow as a person.
PRESTON RIDGE SAVED MY LIFE.
Carter Porier Michelle Powell Kaleb Kalb Jessica Campbell Preston Phillips
you all saved my life.
Can I say thank you more.
I have finally grown up.
I finally know what I must do.
If I could give anyone any advice this would be it.
Find what you are good at and never let go.
Don't hold back
NEVER hold back
I have been holding back for so many years
And finally I relize what needs to be done.
LOVE we need more love say it every chance you get
I love you just say it SCREAM IT
Laugh smile cry!
Everything we have such a little amount of time on this earth
Live it up.
Dont go party and drink and do drugs
But live life with the greatest expectations
If you wanna laugh then laugh and if you wanna cry GO BALL YOUR EYES OUT
Dont hold back because this life God has blessed us with is amazing and we all need to live each day as if we only had one left to live.
Im going to help people
God has come to me this week and he said
Alex you need to help people you have been through so much for a reason
to reach out to people
I am going to be a consuler for a school or a church or for anyone who needs me
its my dream
and i wont stop until i reach it
God bless.