new year~
You'd think with all the free time on my hands I'd be posting in my journal.
But I've recently sat down and read where I've left off. OH DEAR GOD. I am the worst. I hate hate hate being that open/vulnerable/pathetic and ugh, it upsets me. If any of all y'all knew me in real life you'd be all :O! I am the tomboy uppity upper no time for love don't understand it here have a beer kind of person. But, ya know we all have to have a secret side ;)
Anyway, things have looked up! No, I'm not home but I do talk to and see my parents and brother. I did have to drop out of school and yes I still have the horrible third shift, but I am their lead :) I'm planning to re-apply and work super hard to get that animation/new media degree. I want to design some kickass game art for the masses :) If not...and that's a big if since my record isn't exactly...exemplary enough that I'll get in -- I guess there's always ... business.
And there we go, fixed happy no more judgement lapses in bad emotional times! I want to write in this journal and not be freaked out by people reading it! So yeah!
I do have some FF8 stuff that I'm going to be posting like...now, if anyone likes Final Fantasy VIII. OR doesn't. I'm kind of both ways because the game got sort of ridiculous at a certain point. And yes, the IY stuff...the story goes that my brother wanted to get a computer for my mom to use, so since I was like, ejected and all, he took the parts from my old computer, that has all the files for my fics there. Just sayin'. But will work on getting those.
Anyway, to the 2 people that will read all the way here, I super love you and everything and yeah, sunshine and daisies (or windchill and snow and stupid in-snow driving) for the people that are getting it. :)
LJSTALK is now ACTIVE.
<3 may
But I've recently sat down and read where I've left off. OH DEAR GOD. I am the worst. I hate hate hate being that open/vulnerable/pathetic and ugh, it upsets me. If any of all y'all knew me in real life you'd be all :O! I am the tomboy uppity upper no time for love don't understand it here have a beer kind of person. But, ya know we all have to have a secret side ;)
Anyway, things have looked up! No, I'm not home but I do talk to and see my parents and brother. I did have to drop out of school and yes I still have the horrible third shift, but I am their lead :) I'm planning to re-apply and work super hard to get that animation/new media degree. I want to design some kickass game art for the masses :) If not...and that's a big if since my record isn't exactly...exemplary enough that I'll get in -- I guess there's always ... business.
And there we go, fixed happy no more judgement lapses in bad emotional times! I want to write in this journal and not be freaked out by people reading it! So yeah!
I do have some FF8 stuff that I'm going to be posting like...now, if anyone likes Final Fantasy VIII. OR doesn't. I'm kind of both ways because the game got sort of ridiculous at a certain point. And yes, the IY stuff...the story goes that my brother wanted to get a computer for my mom to use, so since I was like, ejected and all, he took the parts from my old computer, that has all the files for my fics there. Just sayin'. But will work on getting those.
Anyway, to the 2 people that will read all the way here, I super love you and everything and yeah, sunshine and daisies (or windchill and snow and stupid in-snow driving) for the people that are getting it. :)
LJSTALK is now ACTIVE.
<3 may