Letting everything out
That's it.
I've hit rock bottom.
I just don't/can't care anymore.
Call me whatever you feel inclined to.
You can't make me feel any more pain than I'm already feeling.
Go ahead.
Take even more advantage of me.
Take easy shots at me when I'm vulnerable.
Make me feel worthless.
Make me feel invisible.
Make me feel like a loner.
Do whatever you think will break me down.
I'm ready.
Make me feel guilty for being happy without you.
Make me feel like I can't defend myself.
Make me feel like I'm nothing; just a waste of space.
I dare you.
You used to make me amazingly happy.
What the hell happened to that.
And all of that 'BFF' bullshit.
13 years.
We've been friends for over 13 years.
How many people can honestly say they've known someone that long.
(That isn't related to them)
We used to be together all the time and be so content.
I guess since I've moved on you can't deal.
So you make me feel like I should die because I'm happy/happier with someone else.
You can't stand it.
It eats away at you.
Well..
guess what.
You're not gonna change me.
I was willing to fix things.
And you just shoved it in my face.
A big 'Fuck you.'
So I'm not going to care anymore.
I can't care anymore.
You've made it impossible to be around you.
So next time you want to bring me down.
Go right ahead.
I'll be waiting.
But not forever.
I have to let you go.
So here I am.
Finally letting you go.
You think I won't make it without you?
Well..
I can.
Thanks for nothing.
:(
13 years down the drain.
I hope you're happy.