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[____wideawake]

"Well I'm a wreck,
I really can't explain it,
But I, I hear the music when I look at you,
Orchestrating the song, to accomodate the moment,
Well I'm so in love with you..."

At work...
feeling okay...
i guess...but it's my bros B-day today
He's fuckin 20 yrs old...teens are over for him
But yea...for anybody who doesn't know...
My B-day is on the 30th...18 bitch
I can now buy cigarettes and legally get into clubs...
hahaha
so everybody get me a good gift...lol
no..but seriously...buy me sumthin

"It's beginning to feel a lot like Christmas"
...its like 85 degrees outside

ne wayz...I'm still a little stressed out
about all of this shit that has been going
on...I dont know what to do...I dont know
if I should give up, or keep trying...
I cant stop thinking about it, no matter
how hard I try...something just doesn't
feel right to me...I dunno...

"But it's okay to come around
With nights like this are never ending
I tried so hard to make this perfect
You and I somehow
We can't see eye to eye together
We always knew that you were better..."

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::matt::