Amanda..

Dec 06, 2005 22:14

Amanda

She was one of my best buds I'm going to really miss her alot we used to do so many things together..like I would get out of class and be late everyday just to go say hey to her in the office and act like I was doing something or the times we would ride the school elevator up and down to the first and second floor haha! Oh the time we went to Boone to go shopping at shops on the parkway and we stopped by a nice roadside picnic table to eat and we watched the cows graze the fields as we made fun of them or at the make up place at shops on the parkway was having a lig gloss sale and it was hard to just choose certain ones when we wanted em all...oh man..or like when she just heard something new and fresh and she'd grip my arm when she would tell me and wouldn't let go untill I heard every last small itty bitty detail

Or when ever Save A Horse Ride A Cowboy, would come on CMT we'd freak out and turn it up real loud..haha ohh yeah..and we'd sit out on the porch swing and her brother would always throw shit at us through the window uhh aggravation! But it was always fun hanging out with her

One time she made sugar cookies haha it was funny=) Or the time she tried out for colorgaurd we'd mess around with the flag and throw it all around the yard..good times..and how I used to get the first sip of that strawberry propel at first break everyday...haha aww..and one time she had to bathe the luke in the tub ahah it was funny cus he would shake everywhere and water got everywhere aww..or one time we just layed in the bed with her mom for most of the day and slept cus she wasn't feeling well...gah her mom is such a sweetheart..I love her to death and her dad is hilarious! They were so wonderful to her..Oh mann..I'm going to miss the games with her

I remember how we used to go to the skating rink every weekend and she would kneel down on skates and hold her knees and I pull her around a few times to see how fast we could skate and forget about everything else haha...fun times

I love her to death..and going to her funeral is going to be hard because the last funeral I went to was Don's with her and her mom..I never thought the next one I went to would be hers...tomorrow is the wake and I'm a little scared I don't want to accept the fact that she's gone but I know when I see her tomorrow laying there I'm going to breakdown..cus then I'll know I have to accept the fact that she's gone..she's not really gone she'll always be in our hearts and up there watching us I just would rather her be here hanging with us again just one last time..but I'm going in there to say bye to her before her funeral oh goodness when that happens I'm going to cry my heart there just thinking about everything.

I saw her mom today and we hugged for awhile it killed me inside we talked for a little bit me her and other people too..

The last time i saw her was about a week ago her and her mom were at an intersection and i was going to school and i waved at her and her mom adn they waved and we made funny faces at each other

And today I seen Audie cry and I hugged her and told her it was going to get better and it will be alright..we will get through this some how..

I'm going to be hugging the hell outta Beth and Audie tomorrow it's going to cut deep to see her..I looked back on all her notes we passed at school and I cried and I saw her pic in my album and Oh God...It's just not right..Oh just one more day at school and one more note just one more propel is it so much to ask for?

Amanda girl I'm really going to miss your crazy bum..but I know you're up there keeping an eye out on us..I hate that you had to leave us so soon..It's just not fair not at all..But you know that you'll always be in our hearts, thoughts, and prayers. Girl I know you're having a lot more fun up there then you ever did down here..theres no way to express how much you'll be missed but, I'm going to miss you hun..

Amanda Kathleen Castle
RIP
You will trully be missed hun
if you ever need me just tell me

always love you best friend,
Chelsea
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