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I know that when I question our being together it makes me sound like I dont want to be with you anymore but that's not it. you know that nothing else makes me happier than to be with you, but I just wish I wasn't so paranoid about things between us. the only reason I question it is because I'm afraid that something's gunna happen to ruin it & if I keep second guessing you I'm just gunna ruin things myself. I love you & you know that. I know that I think about things too much & that I always make you feel like shit about things when I dont mean to. sometimes I feel like I cant make you happy anymore because we always end up fighting about something. I just wish you understood what was going through my head. I love you so much...and the only thing worse then being in love is not being in love...