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Oct 06, 2004 15:54

Dear Sean,
     now that you've found your Newfound whore, there are some things you need to know.  I'm sorry you feel that waiting around isn't an option anymore but lying to you was my only way of making sure neither of us got hurt, but obviously it didn't work since I've once again ended up where I started, left with nothing a broken heart while you've moved on to another girl. When I told you that we should just be friends, I was wrong, but now my crying cant do anything about it. When I called you bawling the other night, I wasn't expecting in apology, I just expected you to show some emotion, but obviously my expectatoins were to high. NO I'M NOT SICK, NO I'M NOT DOING GREAT, NO MY DAY WASN'T JUST RUINED, I'M CRYING, WORDS CANT EVEN EXPLAIN WHAT I FEEL & MY DAY WASN'T JUST RUINED, MY WHOLE WORLD SHATTERED TO PIECES.
I dont cry myself to sleep everynight because of you, I dont hate that I'm nothing but a mere memory to you, I'm not upset that you've found someone else & no I dont love you.
like I always say, sarcasm is my best trait.
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