Hey

May 19, 2005 08:44

Hey im at school right now n im like really bored, im thinking if i want to go to the funeral or not so i really need help decided, and i dunno how to decide.Here r 2 reasons why i dont want to go.
1. I will cry forever
2. I cant go their n see him laying there!
I got 2 reason why i want to go.
1.i wanna be their for his family
2. cuz he was my friend
But i can not decide what i want to do. if i do go i need a friend their with me so they can support me i dont want a family member their with me and yeah. If my family went it would make it worse. and i dont know what i am going to do without him here now it really sucks i highly doubt any of you know how this is, maybe moriah but prolly no one else. And yeah. Well anyways i decided that i am going to start updating every day. and if i dont then i dunno lol. But i guess i am going to go be4 i get introuble..

<3 Britt

P.S. I TOLD AMBER TO FORGET ABOUT ME BECUZ SHE IS NEVER GONNA GET TO SEE MY AGAIN, SO I DUNNO!
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