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ok this entry is for jordana -
w-t-f man... your parents need to stop with this shit... i understand that your parents are mad but w-t-f your no fuckin angel either... why do they always think everything is my fault... i havent talked to in a long ass time and sumhow im still brought into all that shit... u KNOW damn fuckin well that shit wasnt mine and you shoulda spoke up and said sumthing instead of letting them think it was me... if ANYONES a pothead..its you. your family needs to open their fuckin eyes and see you as you really are, i dont go around sniffing adderol and stealing pills from barbara do i?? and i sure as hell dont get my 15 year old cousin to sniff zoloft with me either. NEVER jordana... NEVER in the whole 7 years you were my bff, have i ever been so mad at you and could honestly say i felt hatrid towards you... but i can now. as hard as it is for me im feeling the worst towards you. I WANT BRYANS JERSEY BACK, and I WANT MY CDS BACK..ALL OF THEM, and I WANT ALL MY CLOTHES BACK. if your father " on " threw them out... then you better start working now cause your paying every last penny for those clothes. That was MY shit NOT YOURS and certainly not your fathers to be throwing out. so fuck that. im sorry that your little brother wanted to eat an ASPRIN that fell outta the bag.. but that doesnt give them OR YOU FOR THAT MATTER to be going through MY shit. keyword here MINE. you know that shit didnt belong to me... and i finally realized that you never really cared did you... all you want is a way out of trouble...blame it on somebody else why dont you, its always been that fucking way... it was always my fucking fault wasnt it??? NEWSFLASH it really wasnt... God all this anger and built up aggression is finally coming out... 7 years jordana... 7 years it took me to finally say sumthing to you... im gonna say this - i want my stuff back.. and after that, i want you out of my life completley.. all you do is bring me drama... i love you jordana honestly i do... but your just in that part of my life that i need to leave behind... so im gonna do it and im gonna leave it behind once and for all. you were always there for me when i needed you, as was i for you, but i have to draw the line somewhere, this whole stupid mess has gotten out of control-i mean come on when was the last time we hung out anyway, your not gonna miss me- you know i never thought it would end this way... i always thought wed be BFF's forever man.. but ive learned that this dont ever work the way you plan... I just need my things..please..and thats it im going to leave it like this- Goodbye Jordana Cecere... have a nice life, and be careful, youll always be a part of my life.
w-t-f man... your parents need to stop with this shit... i understand that your parents are mad but w-t-f your no fuckin angel either... why do they always think everything is my fault... i havent talked to in a long ass time and sumhow im still brought into all that shit... u KNOW damn fuckin well that shit wasnt mine and you shoulda spoke up and said sumthing instead of letting them think it was me... if ANYONES a pothead..its you. your family needs to open their fuckin eyes and see you as you really are, i dont go around sniffing adderol and stealing pills from barbara do i?? and i sure as hell dont get my 15 year old cousin to sniff zoloft with me either. NEVER jordana... NEVER in the whole 7 years you were my bff, have i ever been so mad at you and could honestly say i felt hatrid towards you... but i can now. as hard as it is for me im feeling the worst towards you. I WANT BRYANS JERSEY BACK, and I WANT MY CDS BACK..ALL OF THEM, and I WANT ALL MY CLOTHES BACK. if your father " on " threw them out... then you better start working now cause your paying every last penny for those clothes. That was MY shit NOT YOURS and certainly not your fathers to be throwing out. so fuck that. im sorry that your little brother wanted to eat an ASPRIN that fell outta the bag.. but that doesnt give them OR YOU FOR THAT MATTER to be going through MY shit. keyword here MINE. you know that shit didnt belong to me... and i finally realized that you never really cared did you... all you want is a way out of trouble...blame it on somebody else why dont you, its always been that fucking way... it was always my fucking fault wasnt it??? NEWSFLASH it really wasnt... God all this anger and built up aggression is finally coming out... 7 years jordana... 7 years it took me to finally say sumthing to you... im gonna say this - i want my stuff back.. and after that, i want you out of my life completley.. all you do is bring me drama... i love you jordana honestly i do... but your just in that part of my life that i need to leave behind... so im gonna do it and im gonna leave it behind once and for all. you were always there for me when i needed you, as was i for you, but i have to draw the line somewhere, this whole stupid mess has gotten out of control-i mean come on when was the last time we hung out anyway, your not gonna miss me- you know i never thought it would end this way... i always thought wed be BFF's forever man.. but ive learned that this dont ever work the way you plan... I just need my things..please..and thats it im going to leave it like this- Goodbye Jordana Cecere... have a nice life, and be careful, youll always be a part of my life.