Oct 27, 2005 21:59
you know how much it sucks to walk around school and then you have ppl who dont even FUCKING know you calling you a slut and saying all this shit.
i havent even been experinced in a relationship.
i wear open shirts, sorry but you cant just call me a slut for that.
do you even know what it means?! wut it stands for.
just because the way i dress is different now doesnt mean ive changed.
but its so compilcated to get you to know who i am or that im still the same sweet girl (iam) but youre not willing to know me...so you can nvr know what im really like personally. youre so busy judging me.
what do i have to do to please you people , to get you to like me, to get you to be a real friend with me to not judge me?
do i have to dress a certain way to please you...to get you to not judge me , so you can be happy?
i dont understand you guys.
its always been this way.
you go before i do.
school.
i hate it now.
what you say hurts me because you'll never get to know the truth about me and how i can be sucha a great friend but youre missing out.
its hard for me to show you now because im gonna be walking around and notice youre talking about me and i wouldnt go up to you.
im trying to prove who i am.
but youre not giving me a chance.
IM NICE, IM SWEET, AND ALL THAT GOOD STUFF.
BUT YOU CANT SEE THAT.
YOU CAN ONLY SEE WUT I LOOOK LIKE AND HOW I DRESS AND YOU BEGIN JUDGING.