end this
So fuck it, I'm so incredibly down and out I could fucking shoot myself with a 22. But I dont have one. It's not just me either, everyone's life is so messed up right now, I'm sure half the people in the world feel the same way. I say we do it. Bang, right in the fucking face, at least it would be over, right?
I'm sorry, I really am, I'm sorry that the world is so fucked up and that no one will ever really be happy because there will always be some fucking thing that doesn't think you deserve to be.
I'm just praying to god that one day it will all be worth it, that all the pain and misery and fucked up shit that has happened to all of us will have been for the best. But right now I'm really doubting it.
I'm sorry, I really am, I'm sorry that the world is so fucked up and that no one will ever really be happy because there will always be some fucking thing that doesn't think you deserve to be.
I'm just praying to god that one day it will all be worth it, that all the pain and misery and fucked up shit that has happened to all of us will have been for the best. But right now I'm really doubting it.