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i cryed last night. for the first night in a long time.
i don't want summer to be over. i don't want to start waking up a six in the morning, five days a week. i don't want to go to bed before 12. i don't want to not be able to see my friends until after three. i don't want to not see my boyfriend until two in the morning, like i have everyday the past month.
i was telling ben how i felt about it, and crying at the same time. he probably thought i was a fucking retard. ahaha. but this summer was so much fun. from getting closer to new friends, finding out who your true friends really are, spending all of you time with your best friend, falling in love with your boyfriend, going to beach like twice a week, to tanning, and it's over. it went by so fast.
today was the first day of school.
it was alright i guess.
+++no name games, yet.. thank god. :)
+i ate lunch with rachel, and nate.
-i only have one class with erika.
-i still have mr. tilley.
-no lunches with erika.
+my boyfriend came into school to pick me up. lmao.
+theirs 10 people in my fourth hour.
this sucks.
but.. we're seniors now. i guess that's not SO bad ;) ahaha.
i had a good last night of summer. actually good weekend of summer. friday night i hung out with erika all day, and later that night chilled with kayla. saturday hung out with both of them. then at like 12, we chilled with dave, rob and jason. it was a good time. sunday, i hung out with ben all day, cause he was up north this weekend.
i won't see him a lot this week. i guess it'll give us a little time apart from each other. so we won't fight anymore (as my mom says.) and more to talk about, i love the kid to death, i don't care what anyone says. saying that we're too young, or that we haven't been dating that long. i don't care. i love him. and nobody knows what goes on between me and him, it's our own little private world, and i love it. so nobody knows how i feel about him, really. 'cause he's one of the best things in my life. (besides my hot locker partner...aka erika.) ;)
on the other hand, megans back !. she looks hawt too. she dyed her hair shexxxxxhy. and kayla got her hair did today too. hahha. beeetches. :)
i seen erika like 4 times today. hahha thats it.
BLLLLLLL.
basties.
this school thing sucks !
anyways.
that update was kind of lame, oh well. it said what i wanted to say... i love my friends, and boyfriend. :)
SHBYE.
eeeeerweeka.
koneeee
bfffffffs. ;)
love you. bye. :)
i don't want summer to be over. i don't want to start waking up a six in the morning, five days a week. i don't want to go to bed before 12. i don't want to not be able to see my friends until after three. i don't want to not see my boyfriend until two in the morning, like i have everyday the past month.
i was telling ben how i felt about it, and crying at the same time. he probably thought i was a fucking retard. ahaha. but this summer was so much fun. from getting closer to new friends, finding out who your true friends really are, spending all of you time with your best friend, falling in love with your boyfriend, going to beach like twice a week, to tanning, and it's over. it went by so fast.
today was the first day of school.
it was alright i guess.
+++no name games, yet.. thank god. :)
+i ate lunch with rachel, and nate.
-i only have one class with erika.
-i still have mr. tilley.
-no lunches with erika.
+my boyfriend came into school to pick me up. lmao.
+theirs 10 people in my fourth hour.
this sucks.
but.. we're seniors now. i guess that's not SO bad ;) ahaha.
i had a good last night of summer. actually good weekend of summer. friday night i hung out with erika all day, and later that night chilled with kayla. saturday hung out with both of them. then at like 12, we chilled with dave, rob and jason. it was a good time. sunday, i hung out with ben all day, cause he was up north this weekend.
i won't see him a lot this week. i guess it'll give us a little time apart from each other. so we won't fight anymore (as my mom says.) and more to talk about, i love the kid to death, i don't care what anyone says. saying that we're too young, or that we haven't been dating that long. i don't care. i love him. and nobody knows what goes on between me and him, it's our own little private world, and i love it. so nobody knows how i feel about him, really. 'cause he's one of the best things in my life. (besides my hot locker partner...aka erika.) ;)
on the other hand, megans back !. she looks hawt too. she dyed her hair shexxxxxhy. and kayla got her hair did today too. hahha. beeetches. :)
i seen erika like 4 times today. hahha thats it.
BLLLLLLL.
basties.
this school thing sucks !
anyways.
that update was kind of lame, oh well. it said what i wanted to say... i love my friends, and boyfriend. :)
SHBYE.
eeeeerweeka.
koneeee
bfffffffs. ;)
love you. bye. :)