shake shake it off..
i guess i have to stop sweating the
well. yesterday. well. saturday. ben came over after he got out of work. around six. which he got out early. and i was supposed to go to kaylas. because everyone was over there. well he got pissed when i told him i wanted to go over there. and like always we got into a fight. and then rachel and nate stopped by. and we hung out with them until about 1030. and us four went to see jeremy and his new boyfriend. :) and then got home around 12. and just hung out here. never did make it to kaylas, i'm sorry guys.
today, i didn't wake up until 2:30 only because i was sweating my ass off. ben came over after he got out of work. and we hung out here. i hadn't eaten all day, so of course. people who know me. when i'm hungry i get pissed off. so i was really being a bitch to him. and he's like whats your problem. and i'm like.. "i'm sorry, i'm just hungry" about 20 minutes later, he says he's going to his house for some cd's. or stupid shit. a half an hour later. he calls me, and says he had to go to the store for his brother and he's on his way back over. he walks in, and he had taco bell. haha, :). that's my boyyy !:)
we tryed to go a day without fighting, it was going so well. well we really didn't get into a fight. i get annoyed. we had a very.. how can you say this. intense night, it was good. i'm glad that we can talk about anything, even if it takes us longer because we get pissed at each other and won't talk for like 15 minutes haha.
i know you still want my boyfriend, obviously. but it's really fucking annoying when you keep texting him saying to come over, blah blah. and he replys "i'm with my girlfriend."
but that doesn't stop her. if she wasn't 2374234 pounds. i'd kill a bitch.
tomorrow, i'm hanging out with erika. i haven't seen her since thursday. i fucking miss her a lot alottttttt. and i'm sorry, i know it's my fault.
tuesday we're going to the beach<3
One half of me is so extremely happy, and the other side is so extremely sad.
i'm so happy i'm with ben. for you who knew. i liked him A LOT last year, and i always have. and i'm glad were together. because we're good together.
but on the other hand, i'm sad because i miss my friends. i hate not seeing them everyday. and don't say "it's okay, as long as youre happy." because it's not okay. it's difficult managing a boyfriend and friends.
i don't want to ditch my friends, because theyve always been there for me, but on the other hand i don't want to ditch my boyfriend, because i really like him.
but, this is going to change. i'm going to see my friends more than three times a week. this is bullshit. i need them.
so guys. here i come. :) ;)hahha..
on a happier note.
josh called me today.
:)
mmm it made me smile.
i miss him a lot.
i can't wait to get my hair done.
i'm so sick of it.
ben's birthday is coming too fast.
i don't know what to get him.
but i'm gonna get going.
<33.
well. yesterday. well. saturday. ben came over after he got out of work. around six. which he got out early. and i was supposed to go to kaylas. because everyone was over there. well he got pissed when i told him i wanted to go over there. and like always we got into a fight. and then rachel and nate stopped by. and we hung out with them until about 1030. and us four went to see jeremy and his new boyfriend. :) and then got home around 12. and just hung out here. never did make it to kaylas, i'm sorry guys.
today, i didn't wake up until 2:30 only because i was sweating my ass off. ben came over after he got out of work. and we hung out here. i hadn't eaten all day, so of course. people who know me. when i'm hungry i get pissed off. so i was really being a bitch to him. and he's like whats your problem. and i'm like.. "i'm sorry, i'm just hungry" about 20 minutes later, he says he's going to his house for some cd's. or stupid shit. a half an hour later. he calls me, and says he had to go to the store for his brother and he's on his way back over. he walks in, and he had taco bell. haha, :). that's my boyyy !:)
we tryed to go a day without fighting, it was going so well. well we really didn't get into a fight. i get annoyed. we had a very.. how can you say this. intense night, it was good. i'm glad that we can talk about anything, even if it takes us longer because we get pissed at each other and won't talk for like 15 minutes haha.
i know you still want my boyfriend, obviously. but it's really fucking annoying when you keep texting him saying to come over, blah blah. and he replys "i'm with my girlfriend."
but that doesn't stop her. if she wasn't 2374234 pounds. i'd kill a bitch.
tomorrow, i'm hanging out with erika. i haven't seen her since thursday. i fucking miss her a lot alottttttt. and i'm sorry, i know it's my fault.
tuesday we're going to the beach<3
One half of me is so extremely happy, and the other side is so extremely sad.
i'm so happy i'm with ben. for you who knew. i liked him A LOT last year, and i always have. and i'm glad were together. because we're good together.
but on the other hand, i'm sad because i miss my friends. i hate not seeing them everyday. and don't say "it's okay, as long as youre happy." because it's not okay. it's difficult managing a boyfriend and friends.
i don't want to ditch my friends, because theyve always been there for me, but on the other hand i don't want to ditch my boyfriend, because i really like him.
but, this is going to change. i'm going to see my friends more than three times a week. this is bullshit. i need them.
so guys. here i come. :) ;)hahha..
on a happier note.
josh called me today.
:)
mmm it made me smile.
i miss him a lot.
i can't wait to get my hair done.
i'm so sick of it.
ben's birthday is coming too fast.
i don't know what to get him.
but i'm gonna get going.
<33.