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I miss life. I miss my friends. I miss stuff. Who wants to hang out this weekend? Probably no one, but that's alright, I can still ask. I've got to seriously do Mallory's bio or else I'll die. I want to become a rock star, and be famous, and be one of those people who screws up their life, and becomes so addicted to sex, drugs, and rock n' roll that I make it onto that tv show Behind the Music. Dammit, I wish it were the 80's. You can't have fun like that anymore. All it's about nowadays is what type of pants should I get from Abercrombie? The ones with the holes in the crotch or the ones with the fake dirt on the butt? Nothing against Abercrombie. I just wish that I could have fun with my friends. They're slowly slipping away. My worst nightmare is coming a reality, though. Blair has sort of stopped talking to me. Yeah I know, friendships move on. Blair is that girl who I know will never give up on me, or stab me in the back. She's that one person I know who will never run out on me, and she'll stay with me forever. We'll be friends until the day we die. I can't picture a life without her. She hasn't really talked to me much this whole week. FUCK THAT MEDICATION SHE HAS TO TAKE! They just take everything away we've ever created. My Kanariya is falling inbetween...she's slowly fading away to a world where I can't follow her.
This is a story about a girl about the age of fourteen.
She had a lovely disposition, but she wasn’t fully developing.
Her mind was constantly in a daze, and she couldn’t speak.
Life was hard for a girl whose voice was never heard.
One day, in early June, she met someone with eyes like diamonds.
Lost in a trance, she longed for her touch.
Never could she guess that those feelings would be returned.
They shared a life of passion and happiness.
Yet, they also lived in fear.
For the girls parents were wicked and cruel.
If they ever knew of their forbidden love, there would be Hell to pay.
So a secret it remained, but how they longed to tell their story to the world.
Then came November, and it was the girl’s birthday.
It was what she had always wanted, to spend it with her closest friends.
Before the get-together, she was exchanging letters with her beautiful love.
Her mother caught her, and refused to accept her.
Everything was broken, and everything was dead.
She lost the love of her life.
Many things had been hard in her life, but nothing compared to this.
She felt so lifeless, and everything seemed to wipe away, like dust.
The starlight in her eyes slowly left, and depression took her.
She slowly lost the friends she gained.
Her closest friend noticed this change and tried to confront her.
The girl refused to let up, and everything they had slipped away like sand in the wind.
Well, that’s the story you see.
As hard as I tried, I tried to figure out what was the matter, but to no avail.
It’s so unfair of you…to leave for a world of your own.
Don’t leave me here.
Forever Yours,
<3
This is a story about a girl about the age of fourteen.
She had a lovely disposition, but she wasn’t fully developing.
Her mind was constantly in a daze, and she couldn’t speak.
Life was hard for a girl whose voice was never heard.
One day, in early June, she met someone with eyes like diamonds.
Lost in a trance, she longed for her touch.
Never could she guess that those feelings would be returned.
They shared a life of passion and happiness.
Yet, they also lived in fear.
For the girls parents were wicked and cruel.
If they ever knew of their forbidden love, there would be Hell to pay.
So a secret it remained, but how they longed to tell their story to the world.
Then came November, and it was the girl’s birthday.
It was what she had always wanted, to spend it with her closest friends.
Before the get-together, she was exchanging letters with her beautiful love.
Her mother caught her, and refused to accept her.
Everything was broken, and everything was dead.
She lost the love of her life.
Many things had been hard in her life, but nothing compared to this.
She felt so lifeless, and everything seemed to wipe away, like dust.
The starlight in her eyes slowly left, and depression took her.
She slowly lost the friends she gained.
Her closest friend noticed this change and tried to confront her.
The girl refused to let up, and everything they had slipped away like sand in the wind.
Well, that’s the story you see.
As hard as I tried, I tried to figure out what was the matter, but to no avail.
It’s so unfair of you…to leave for a world of your own.
Don’t leave me here.
Forever Yours,
<3