i cant believe its already the 12th. this month is going by way faster than i thought it would. the weekend was good, refreshing. i was able to drive myself around! i passed my road test! thank god. i was starting to lose hope.
so, school is starting to bore me. although im not feeling too bad about my latest creative writing creation (heh). its surprised i actually managed to get anything done. i seem overly distracted in that class. spanish, im going to be baking pumpkin muffins and making this hott sauce thingy in class. everything else is a blur. except im getting a bit frustrated with digital video editing. i feel like i do nothing in that class. instead of trying to get some footage to edit i do stuff like this...
meh. well, hopefully if my dad is willing to pay 20 bucks to get me a mini DV tape i'll just video-tape my friends. or even more interesting, i should make a documentary of grangers infamous lan/halo parties! jajaja. anyway, besides the random graphics....i also managed to remember the password to my old photobucket account. and wow...its interesting to see how much ive changed over the course of 3-esque years...
freshman year...i am ultra cynical and "depressed". my hair is never down. i wear an obnoxious amount of bracelets. i dont think for myself!
beginning to middle of sophmore year. my hair is even longer. i still never fully wear it down. im starting to wear some girls' clothing.
then i decide to just CHOP OFF ALL MY HAIR. i blame the fucking scene for this one....
my hair continues to grow...im wearing jeans again! although i still wear the weirdest things from time to time...
the lack of a flat iron was more devastating than i realized back then...and my attire becomes even more hXc...
then i decide. lets go even shorter than before. i ditch the all black attire and start wearing more colors. ive got no contact with the outside world...
junior year begins! im still virtually friendless. (but thats a diff. story) i've finally purchased an actual flat iron. im wearing clothes that i actually want to wear..
mid-junior year. a trim here and there. things are on the rocks and i spend most of my time arguing..i learn to stencil though!
so around february. after about a month of total isolation. ive made some new friends. my overall emotions are getting higher...
i get a new photobucket to go along with the finally new life.
forgot to mention i died my hair somewhere behind..
and things are just tooooo amazing <3
so summer is back! i fly off to chile for an entire month. fairly life altering. afterwards i come back to my amazing friends. and soon after start senior year on a good...very good note.
im still a big camera whore though....that never changed
so here i am now. still in senior year. truly happy. ive finally grasped that its all real, and i appreciate it too!
i do love how most of my evolution is noticable through my changing hair. but ive really gone through a ton of changing since i first started high school. whether it was good or bad im glad that it all happened.
im not exactly sure what sparked this surge of love for my life. i guess i just dont want myself to forget once more...how great ive got it right now.
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