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so i said i was done with this journal but i have to post for a very special reason. i want to wish katie walsh a happy birthday. i recently became phoneless (after dropping my phone in water in the same week that i freakily flushed my glasses down the toilet) so i can't call her to wish her happy birthday over the phone. so today is feburary 12th the day of katie walsh's birthday. it also marks the anniversary of when i had just broken my foot AND getting rebel. oh, me breaking my foot. remember when i slipped and fell and mrs ward turned her head to look at me, saw me crying in agony, and then just looking away. remember how you drove me home in your station wagon and it was icey. and my mom and sister were watching the dog show and were mad at me for making them miss it. but then chuck rushed out to help me and you fell in love with him. and then it turned out i seriously broke my foot and got a cast boot and then i became fruma sarah, the cripple (not to be confused with the desk troll...speaking of...all our biiig ideas of making the play better...STEP BACK...lady fandom...popey...etc). and i couldn't be an extra anymore so i was banished to kiev to just color and talk to gina dimarco. and remember that one time that you saw ray the midget and you were going to pick him up and give him a ride and we talked about how creepy it would be for me to see ray the midget sitting in your front seat. and that time that you were driving your station wagon and it was snowing and you did a like 1/4 doughnut so we faced the houses rather than the road? i think that was the same day that i didn't pee for like a hundred hours and then i finally did and my kidneys hurt so bad i had to bend over. and you wore a mustache in wawa...your russian man fake mustache....and there was the dave melnick fan club....and the en vogue video...and us playing spin the bottle and the ketchup made a ring...and sarah got a free piece of carrot cake...and we listened to that mix tape in heathers car...and that slightly retarded girl that dated ray the midget freaked out about her boots...and you had to dance with her...and we went to the mall all the time and that one time i yelled at those girls because i thought they were laughing about me and my broken foot so i yelled at them. and then there was spring break. katie getting high and thinking i had insurance for my boots and thought it would be funny if she got back to the states and found out there was a weird disease that people could get from limes after she had just eaten like one and a half limes with sugar. basically i had the best time spring break last year. then there was last summer when me and katie would smoke and go to the shore. and how we would smoke sometimes in amber's room. and that time that katie had a weird emotional period in the back seat of my car on the way to the bowling alley/bar/kareoke thing where bonnie's bf almost got into a fight. and how we went to both mcdonalds and wendys in the span of a half hour. and those times at leannas. need i say more than greg winfield? and steve wanting to get with amber. and the litzinger family fight the night we went to red lobster and i left my phone on the roof of the emo mobile. and going to kahunaville. and ambers birthday when she almost fell out of the chair. and lets not forget going to baltimore for that stupid show. and us driving around for like an hour trying to get out. and walking out on the check at the diner. and there are so many more memories....

....anyway. it is now 8:02 am on a sunday and i am still up. while typing this journal entry i realized how much i sorta miss new jersey. and how much i hope that sarah and katie will come up here in the spring. because you guys would have so much fun up here. and it would be amazing. COME!

i have so much more to say but my laziness defeats my ambition.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATIE!