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Have you ever cried so hard, you got sick to your stomach?
Have you ever wanted to take something back so badly, you would do anything?
Have you ever wanted someone so much, you physically hurt for them?
I've been in love with a boy for almost two years. I miss him terribly. Every second of every minute of every day I love him. Everything about him. His smile, his humor, his compassion, the ways he makes me fall deeper in love with him. He is my best friend, the love of my life, and my other half all in one.
We aren't together anymore, and it kills me everyday. Every time he calls me and says goodbye without saying I love you, a piece of me dies inside. Call it pathetic. I really don't care. We had been fighting so much that our relationship was no longer healthy. Hopefully, time apart will be beneficial. Hopefully a break from fighting will help him realize how much I truly care about him. Because I do..I really do love him. I wish I could take back every bad thing I have done in our relationship. I'm so sick of crying.
I just wish I could wake up from this bad dream.
Baby, come back....
Have you ever wanted to take something back so badly, you would do anything?
Have you ever wanted someone so much, you physically hurt for them?
I've been in love with a boy for almost two years. I miss him terribly. Every second of every minute of every day I love him. Everything about him. His smile, his humor, his compassion, the ways he makes me fall deeper in love with him. He is my best friend, the love of my life, and my other half all in one.
We aren't together anymore, and it kills me everyday. Every time he calls me and says goodbye without saying I love you, a piece of me dies inside. Call it pathetic. I really don't care. We had been fighting so much that our relationship was no longer healthy. Hopefully, time apart will be beneficial. Hopefully a break from fighting will help him realize how much I truly care about him. Because I do..I really do love him. I wish I could take back every bad thing I have done in our relationship. I'm so sick of crying.
I just wish I could wake up from this bad dream.
Baby, come back....