ahh, idk what to do.

[____rawrrx]

it feels so right.
but, still sometimes akward/wierd.
and its not that im changing feelings.
but, i dont know whats happening, honestly.
i couldnt be happier at times, but sometimes..
im not sure. its like i really freak out when someone
mentions it... or someone makes a comment about it.
it'll replay in my head for days, and it makes me feel.

....ashamed?