Jul 28, 2005 01:48
It is 1:48am and I can't sleep. I can't quit thinking about Cody either! I like him so much. *no, not brittany's Cody* Everytime we talk...he says something to me, that makes me feel so different! The only other guy I've ever had feelings this strong for before, was probably Alex. Which now Alex hates me and always has to call me rude names. He even admitted that the only reason he doesn't like me anymore is because his friends have pounded things in his head about me. He also admitted to wanting what we had back...but...that could never happen. I feel sorry for all the people the have to hold grudges againist other people and can never forgive them or just drop it. I hate when people stay mad at you forever...and then you don't even remember why they're mad at you in the first place. Hannah likes Alex and Alex likes Hannah. Wow! Perfect match...he wanted to get laid this summer, she already has...maybe they'll have sex too! I haven't talked to a lot of people this summer. I miss everyone from school. I miss all the drama from school. Oh well, this year I'm pretty sure there will be plenty of drama to go around.