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Sep 21, 2005 15:51

so i guess i dont have any friends anymore ( Read more... )

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false_x_h0pe September 22 2005, 00:24:28 UTC
it would be just nice if you would talk to me once in a while. there was a point in time where i was your life, and you were mine. and it's not even that i have to hang out with you every week. it would just be nice to talk to you maybe once a week. i couldn't even tell you the last time we had a conversation. you have been my BEST friend for over a year. more than that. you know that we had more than that. and i just feel like you've tossed it all out the window. you haven't made an effort to even talk to me in over a month. i feel neglected. and i know that you and nick live together. but you know that i don't mind hanging out with the two of you. i just can't believe after everything we've been through that you've pushed me away like you have. it makes me mad, and really upset. you said you couldn't live without me, but apparently you can. everytime i said you were my BEST friend, ever, i meant it. i meant every word i ever said to you. remember the night when we were all fucked up and thought we were going to die? this summer. and i cried to you. we talked about how much we meant to each other. i feel like those were wasted words from your mouth. i love you sonja michelle laquitara. i really do. but i just feel that you don't have time for me anymore. heffimessahaggleford =\ and i don't even know what to do anymore. i feel like i'm just a waste of your time.

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____paintedgirl September 22 2005, 15:32:57 UTC
how could you be a wasting my time?
i love you ash no matter what & no matter how many friends we go through you'll remain my bestfriend. you are like family to me. no one could replace you.

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false_x_h0pe September 22 2005, 18:00:12 UTC
then hang out with me. make an effort. something. i feel as if i don't matter to you anymore.

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