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and here I thought it was possible for me to have an early, stress-free night before classes start.
now I just want to leave my apartment, leave school and live at home. I just can't handle it right now. I'm so stressed and frustrated and confused. It just needs to go away. I keep telling myself that once rush is over and the semester is in full swing it will all be okay, but right now I just don't see that happening. I see myself failing a class and crying all the time. I fucking hate this.
I want to be home. I want a job. I'm just a fucking mess.
now I just want to leave my apartment, leave school and live at home. I just can't handle it right now. I'm so stressed and frustrated and confused. It just needs to go away. I keep telling myself that once rush is over and the semester is in full swing it will all be okay, but right now I just don't see that happening. I see myself failing a class and crying all the time. I fucking hate this.
I want to be home. I want a job. I'm just a fucking mess.