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hmmm
i didnt do anything this weekend. i went to the game and that was it.
flkajgljg. im frusturated. everything always goes the same way. and im not talking about anybody else. im talking about me. its dumb. i say im going to do this or im going to change this. and i never do. and then i go antisocial and say woe is me for the weekend and dont do anything.
im sick of being fake.
im fake beyond belief.
i have this hard time accepting people the way they are....so i get pissed off instead and blame it on them.
fuckkk i suck.
i miss:
jeska
arielle
nikki
ashlee
sara
risa...i see her all the time haha.
and then the gangster guys.
fuck. why do i have to be dumb.
tomorrow will be a good day*
jacks mannequin is love <33333
i didnt do anything this weekend. i went to the game and that was it.
flkajgljg. im frusturated. everything always goes the same way. and im not talking about anybody else. im talking about me. its dumb. i say im going to do this or im going to change this. and i never do. and then i go antisocial and say woe is me for the weekend and dont do anything.
im sick of being fake.
im fake beyond belief.
i have this hard time accepting people the way they are....so i get pissed off instead and blame it on them.
fuckkk i suck.
i miss:
jeska
arielle
nikki
ashlee
sara
risa...i see her all the time haha.
and then the gangster guys.
fuck. why do i have to be dumb.
tomorrow will be a good day*
jacks mannequin is love <33333