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If anybody has advice please give it to me. I dont know what to do anymore. I feel immature talking like its the worst thing in the world. but it is the worst thing thats ever happened to me at least. and i dont know how to deal with stuff. i dont wanna talk to anybody other than a few select people because alls they seem to care about is sex,
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I dont know if I fall under any of those friend things. BUT I want you to know that I LOVE you more than you know right now. I wish I could say "i understand what your going through", and be able to help you. But I cant. BUT i DO wanna be there for you. I dont know if theres much a little person like me can do, but its always worth a try right? I can definitly say, even if its not a mutual agreement, that out of the past 3 years I've lived here, you have been the BEST friend that I've EVER had. I always say "without jackie I dont know WHAT I would do." And that couldnt be farther from the truth. None of your life needs to get "fucked over". Everyones family is hard to deal with, some more than others, but thats why you have FRIENDS, to help you get through everything. Even tho we're a bunch of "teenage drama queens", we still care about each other. And even tho we're two-faced, and sometimes lie, we have good intentions towards each other. well most of us. I dont know who you've tried talking to, or what you've tried talking to them about. BUT when all else fails, im always here. :-D
This probably meant nothing to you.
But Jacquelyn Marie Olds...(this is the part where i confess my undying love for you)
I LOVE YOU! and we should like...be best friends again?
<3<3
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but im sick of everybody being fuck fuck fuck. because its annoying. and dumb. and everybody talks shit behind each others backs. even the people that just shouldnt, like best friends. and im not saying that i havent done it. but im done. and im done with listening to the two faced shit. its like that whole thing in mckinney friday about drinking. yeah its always going to happen but that doesnt mean its right. and theres like two choices...you either are a little "less cool" and are just like fuck it i dont want to. or you go with the flow because you dont have the balls to say no.
we have good intentions towards each other
Thats hardly true to half of us because half of us secretly hate each other but dont have the balls to say anything. so they act fake because its keep your friends close and your enemies closer. And im sick of hanging out with and being one of those kind of people. because thats dumb. when guys fight they hit each other. maybe we should all just beat the shit outta each other or something. cuz this isnt working for me.
im not saying that i dont like you or anybody else. cuz i do. i love all of you cuz you're fucking awesome. but i'm not tryin to be around people that treat each other like shit.
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I like hitting people when im mad.
Lets start like.. now
but now.. AMEN jakki.
That was well said.
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thats exactly what my whole speel was about.
please, just understand that.
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dont act like your better than me. to change your surroundings you have to change yourself first.
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and that is exactly what im doing.
but how am i to stop doing that if at all i do when thats all i'm surrounded by.
you honestly think i treat people like shit?
i don't get you.
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not you thinking i act like im better than you.
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you've said that plenty of times.
and for the record. yes you treat people like shit. everybody does.
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hm.
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you knew it was me. you act like its a big deal.
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give me a break.
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i'm done just as much as you are with conversing.
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