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courtney nicole ozment,
i have so much that i want to say to you,.. i don't even know if it will all come out right. i love you. i love you i love you i love you. i hate that we are fighting, although i'm sure that there is valid reason. you've changed, i miss the way we were this summer. i miss falling asleep with you watching roseanne. i miss sneaking out. i miss sitting on my deck smoking all night. i miss crying to you. i miss you. i miss how you'd hug me and give me a kiss all the time. i miss going to quaker with you, and just sitting there. i miss going to elizabeths EVERY DAY and ordering the same thing. i miss when we'd go out to the street and lay there and smoke. i miss how i always knew what you were going to say, and vice versa. i miss ordering chinese food and pigging out late at night. i miss being an elitist with you, only hanging out with certain people and being bitchy to all other people (i know it's fucked up that i miss that but i do). i miss you so fucking much it hurts.
all i want you to know is that i am so fucking sorry for whatever happend. i don't care if you forgive me, i just want you to know that i'm sorry. i'd kill to have our friendship back to the way it was last year/this summer. i know it probably won't be like that again for a long time and i'll have to work really hard to get it back to that way..but i'm willing to work for it if you're willing to let me. this break from eachother makes me miss you so much more and miss what we had, and appreciate it more. i really do fucking love you, i'd still do anything for you at this point despite whats happened between us..and if something happened to you i'd be there in a second. please read this, and talk to me. i just need you in my life, even if it's not the way it used to be. I LOVE YOU CO!
LOVE, KATY.
i have so much that i want to say to you,.. i don't even know if it will all come out right. i love you. i love you i love you i love you. i hate that we are fighting, although i'm sure that there is valid reason. you've changed, i miss the way we were this summer. i miss falling asleep with you watching roseanne. i miss sneaking out. i miss sitting on my deck smoking all night. i miss crying to you. i miss you. i miss how you'd hug me and give me a kiss all the time. i miss going to quaker with you, and just sitting there. i miss going to elizabeths EVERY DAY and ordering the same thing. i miss when we'd go out to the street and lay there and smoke. i miss how i always knew what you were going to say, and vice versa. i miss ordering chinese food and pigging out late at night. i miss being an elitist with you, only hanging out with certain people and being bitchy to all other people (i know it's fucked up that i miss that but i do). i miss you so fucking much it hurts.
all i want you to know is that i am so fucking sorry for whatever happend. i don't care if you forgive me, i just want you to know that i'm sorry. i'd kill to have our friendship back to the way it was last year/this summer. i know it probably won't be like that again for a long time and i'll have to work really hard to get it back to that way..but i'm willing to work for it if you're willing to let me. this break from eachother makes me miss you so much more and miss what we had, and appreciate it more. i really do fucking love you, i'd still do anything for you at this point despite whats happened between us..and if something happened to you i'd be there in a second. please read this, and talk to me. i just need you in my life, even if it's not the way it used to be. I LOVE YOU CO!
LOVE, KATY.