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oh, and another thing to note is,
i feel extremely lonely.
i got no closure whatsoever.
it was just like oh okay, goodbye.
all i have wanted to do is crawl in his lap like i used to when we were on my bed.
it was my favorite comfortable spot.
i have no one close to me to really console me.
rena and sarah both have serious boyfriends who don't mind if they're crazy.
and i don't want to get in the way of that, so i'm just by myself.
i feel extremely lonely.
i got no closure whatsoever.
it was just like oh okay, goodbye.
all i have wanted to do is crawl in his lap like i used to when we were on my bed.
it was my favorite comfortable spot.
i have no one close to me to really console me.
rena and sarah both have serious boyfriends who don't mind if they're crazy.
and i don't want to get in the way of that, so i'm just by myself.